I’d got into a good little routine – Jane would come to my house as soon as I returned from my morning walk and I’d carry on taking notes from where we’d left off the previous day. She was usually upbeat and eager to tell her story. She had even started walking to my house, after not previously going out much and therefore finding it difficult to walk even short distances. However, yesterday she was depressed; her partner was not happy with what she was doing, after initially being pleased that her life story was going to be written down.
I had one of those uneasy feelings that perhaps all was not well at home. I decided not to ask why her partner wasn’t happy, and just carried on taking notes. Jane wasn’t her usual self and was rather distracted.
I passed Jane’s house this morning and she was not sitting on the doorstep as she usually does. When I came home from my walk I found I’d received a text from Jane to say that she could not make the meeting, and in fact had decided to shelve our project for good. To be honest the message didn’t surprise me; something had been amiss the previous day and she had mentioned in passing that her partner had a rather nasty temper and could ‘smash up the place’ if the fancy took him. Hmm…
Who knows what goes on behind closed doors? What I do know is that poor Jane has had a terrible life, and to tell her story was giving her some kind of therapy. I have a nasty feeling she is still having a less than pleasant existence. However, I don’t really want to investigate further and get a brick through my window or worse.
Stevie’s winter WIP has crashed and burned…
How sad for Jane!
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Yes, but it’s her life and I cannot interfere in her choices.
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I know…nothing you can do.
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It is truly heartbreaking that Jane lives in such a situation where fear must run rampant. So sad that too many people live in such a way and there is so little anyone can do to help. I hope she is doing okay and that she can eventually get to a safe space.
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I saw her sitting on her step this morning. We passed some pleasantries and she seemed okay.
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I am glad to hear it 🙂
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This is so sad, Stevie. It’s heartbreaking to think people live their lives fearful of making someone angry. Perhaps Jane’s partner thought she might reveal personal secrets about him/her and put the kibosh on things. I’ve got confidence that Stevie will have a new work in progress soon.😉
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I’m going to enjoy the summer first, lol.
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That is so sad that Jane’s life remains a sad story. It’s always sad when women stay with abusers because they feel there’s nowhere else for them to go. Perhaps her story has given you an idea for one of her own? I’d love to see you write one in epistolary style! 🙂 x
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I could write a diary-style novel, but not anything like Jane’s story just in case she ever sees it. x
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Exactly! Change the names and circumstances. 🙂 x
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How very sad for her to live with such a person. Heartbreaking!
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Yes it is, especially when you cannot do anything about it.
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Such a shame, mostly for Jane and her life rather than your book, but disappointing all round.
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Yes. I hope that one day she might change her mind.
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I hope she does. It sounds like it would help her, but it would be a brave step for her.
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My step-daughter used to live in a controlling relationship like that. It took her years to get away from him. I suspect Mr Nasty is worried about what Jane might say about him once the story gets to his part in her life.
Best wishes, Pete.
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Yeah, possibly. I feel so sorry for her.
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I have an outline for Jane’s story from a different Jane. Bad men, detached retinas, knife fights… colorful but downright scary. I also interviewed a one armed topless dancer with bad teeth when she was off the job. You can have that one too🤣
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Did you manage to keep eye contact?
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She was in a music store in Baytown. She could have been any other one armed woman with bad teeth looking to buy an equalizer for the sound system in her club. I asked her what kind of music they played. “Short and loud, sweetie. It’s a titty bar.”
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Nice girl…
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I hope Jane is okay 🥺
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I answered her text but did not receive a reply. I’ll walk past her house tomorrow and hope she’s back to sitting on her step.
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💖
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That is too bad and quite sad actually. Perhaps bits and pieces of her story will show up in other stories.
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Possibly. I hope in the meantime that she might change her mind.
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She may. Fingers Crossed.
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